Wednesday, December 17, 2008

12/17/08 Updated

Steve's not doing well. He's been dealing with fevers on and off and pains throughout his body. He's been on a couple of different antibiotics as they try and get the lung infection out of his system and we just don't know if this is contributing to his overall fatigue and discomfort. The doctor came to the house this morning and called for an ambulance to come and take Steve to the hospital so that they could give him and IV for his antibiotics. He was there most of the day and they just got home a little while ago. The IV line will allow him to have a different, stronger antibiotic, which he will be on for ten days. We pray this will eliminate any infections in his system and leave him feeling much better.

For those of you who don't know, Christmas was Steven's most favorite holiday. From a pretty early age he would bug MaryAnn, asking to go onto the roof to cover it with Christmas lights. And so that's exactly what he did to Kris's roof last year. In Steve's mind, there was no such thing as enough lights.

He's been having a tough time these past weeks. He probably needs you now more than ever. If you are reading this, please post a comment. He needs to feel love and support. If what you want to say is too personal, or if you are having trouble posting a Comment, please email me directly at jpannasch@gmail.com. I promise to share all of your words with Steve on Christmas Eve or Christmas day, whenever the moment feels right.

On December 22, it will be nine months since his accident. That is 275 days of silence and stillness. Please bring your words into his space. I want to read until my throat is dry. I know you guys can do it, you've done it before. I leave for Alabama on Tuesday, and I may not post again until I am there. So please just say something to let Steve know that you are still thinking about him. We all appreciate it! And Merry Christmas to you and yours. xo Aunt Jean